Love...

Today I heard from Paulina that ''it's funny how the world would mean nothing without love'' 
 is one of the verses in the song which she has recently shared with me.
Whether through love and the relationship with someone are we happier?
Sometimes the knowledge with someone gives us much hope, we want to experience some feelings and emotions, but this does not always go hand in hand with ''happiness''.
All unresolved issues and ignored the problems come to light and then, none of us are not too happy with that.
It's not just about honesty, or lack of communication.
We can talk with someone a few hours a day, we never feel that we have exhausted all the topics, even the time to time we remain silent, and even then it won't be that, what we want.
But love shows us a certain area of ​​life which are inherent to our existence.
Love ...
Is it possible to love someone, with who you know that we won't be together?
Can this be called platonic love? Love at a distance? Or unreachable love?
Sometimes I feel I've got to run away,
I've got to get away from love which we share.
Even if I know it wasn't on real.
This is terrible...
How can I run away from something which is not exist ?
Looking at it from my point of view, it was always me, who gives the pain to another person. Through words and gestures.
Even if I regret, I cannot fix it, because I know that if I tried to make it, it will be more complicated.
I hurt a few people, even if I don't wanted to. I still care about them, but each in a different way, and none of them as, I can't  specify as my love.
Because if I did that, I would hurt them, and also I failed myself.
My decide to remain stable, and I hope i just stick all the way to it ... 
Well we will see ...


A couple of mentions of the notes - thoughts, dedicated to Pauline, through which sometimes I can sort out a few things in my mind ... 
Thank you, that you are when I need you.